Head vs. Heart

Today is day 11 on the new med. I'm not feeling any effects yet. Last night was the second night I've been completely weaned off the old drug, so the next week or two should be telling, particuarly if the lack of the old medication is going to hit me hard. I'm treatment-resistant, so many … Continue reading Head vs. Heart


It’s a Small World, After All

I'm not in a good spot right now. I feel like I've hit a wall again, pharmaceutically speaking. This is what happens, you take meds long enough and you build up a tolerance to them and they just don't hit the mark anymore. So I'm phasing out one mood stabilizer as I start another, one … Continue reading It’s a Small World, After All


"Hey, why don't you smile?" Whenever I hear someone say that I want to answer, "Hey, why don't you fuck off?" Maybe I don't feel like smiling, did you ever think of that? Maybe I don't feel like I have much to smile ABOUT right now. Maybe you should mind your own business and put … Continue reading Smile