Head vs. Heart

Today is day 11 on the new med. I'm not feeling any effects yet. Last night was the second night I've been completely weaned off the old drug, so the next week or two should be telling, particuarly if the lack of the old medication is going to hit me hard. I'm treatment-resistant, so many … Continue reading Head vs. Heart


Things Not to Say to a Depressed Person

After weeks of mania, the inevitable crash that follows is in process. I'm not in a good way and am likely going into full-on Hermit Mode shortly. One of the more frustrating things for me is that very few people in my life (friends or family) know anything about what it's like to suffer with … Continue reading Things Not to Say to a Depressed Person


"Hey, why don't you smile?" Whenever I hear someone say that I want to answer, "Hey, why don't you fuck off?" Maybe I don't feel like smiling, did you ever think of that? Maybe I don't feel like I have much to smile ABOUT right now. Maybe you should mind your own business and put … Continue reading Smile